
When am I coming back?
Do I need to have an end date for my experience here? My whole life has been determined by periods of time up until now.
Grade school. Move to and from Texas. I can't wait to be in Middle School. I can't wait to be a high schooler. Summer vacations. Athletic seasons. I can't wait to graduate from high school. College semesters. Study abroad in Spain. Winter breaks. Biding time until Chile.
Everything I did during or in between those times had a limit. For the first time in my life I'm not constrained by these time frames anymore! As a teacher, yes, I follow semesters. But they do not dictate or control my time or experience here in Chile. Time isn't running out for once, nor am I waiting for it to pass by quickly. The only thing that will run out is my visa, and that can be dealt with.
All of this puts a new spin on something my friend Alyssa wrote: Take charge of your minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, years. Do not let them pass you by as you keep your head down while walking down the street. Look time in the eye, and watch life become a technicolor miracle.
When am I coming back to the states? I get to decide that. Not time.
So we'll see.